Dear Readers
I would like to tell you about future events that the Lord has revealed to me about my own future and some of it has already come to pass.
I went to school in Canton Massachusetts from my apartment near the school and I loved it. Going to school and living in my apartment was one of the happiest days in my life.
I was about 21 at the time. You could only stay at the school to age 22. I started to go there in 2004 and graduated in 2011.
But while I was looking for my apartment. I was receiving messages almost every day, if not twice. And these messages had to do with civil war, bloodshed and slaughter in the streets.
In one of the messages, the Lord said that I would return to my own land, which is where I am now, in Taunton Massachusetts.
But when I received this message at the time. In my mind, I was like, yeah, right no I’m not and I don’t want to.
The reason why the Lord said that I would come back, would be during a time of civil war and I would be here on my mothers and step dad’s property to give them hope during the time of chaos in the United States.
When I was discerning and just starting to go back home I asked the Lord if I should return. My Lord said that I was going to get sicker and I said what do you mean I’m going to get sicker? So, In 2019 I returned home.
As many of you know. I’ve been engaged to Jesse my fiancé and we have separate bedrooms just to clarify things.
Everything the Lord has said has come true. The Lord told me that I would come home in a time of chaos. And it happened. The Lord told me that I would get sicker and that too has happened.
In 2021. I had nine surgeries in a week. I won’t go into the details. But its been one of the roughest 5 years of my life.
I asked what does all this mean? The Lord told me to stock up on food with things that will last. I know there’s a reason why I’m supposed to be on my mothers property. But so many things have gotten in the way. Making me forget the reason why I’m supposed to be there.
It’s very difficult living near my mother and my mother in law. I feel like that the things of my life here on the property make me forget about Gods plan.
I just want you to pray. Pray that I remember that being in Taunton Massachusetts is Part of Gods plan and that I need to cooperate with that? It’s been very difficult.
I think things are going to get bad this coming year. The beginning of the decade in 2019 and until now things have got worse and worse in the world.
I remember one of my messages that the Lord told me we are in the era of Chastisement. You can go back in my archives and look at those messages. But just remember to pray for me.
I have to Remember that God has me here for a purpose. To appreciate all of the family around me. Sometimes my anger gets in the way so bad that I block out the ones who love me most due to certain situations. I won’t get into them.
It’s very hard being in a wheelchair. And, once when I lived in my own apartment I had freedom as I wasn’t under control by anyone. But sometimes since I moved back here I feel that I don’t have the freedom like I used too.
I love my fiancé very much. But I also just want to pray that I appreciate everything that I have. Even though I would like to live back in the city I know I can’t. Because things are just going to get worse and worse. They’re not going to get better.
Sometimes I try to forget about everything here and now. Not totally forget God. I try to remember the way things used to be, but I know since Covid broke out the world has just gotten so bad.
I want everyone who reads my entry to pray for me that I don’t look back to what I once had and the way life once was, because it’s a distraction from Satan. I need to cooperate with Gods plan and be more loving towards my parents. Even though there’s been some dispute. I just need to except Gods plan and not ask why.
Pray for the children who go to Mass Hospital School because they will be closing.
God Bless
John Mariani
