My Life with the Gift of Prophesies
Dear Readers
I have never explained to you what my life was like during the time of the main messages of JESUS CHRIST and the Eternal Father which I have received. When I first started receiving visions and hearing the voice within my soul of God, The Father, and Jesus the Lord was introducing himself to me.
It is then that the burden became great and I got a spiritual director, named Father Joe. He became too busy so I asked the Lord to send me another one. I met him him on the Feast Day of Divine Mercy 2009.
Receiving the prophecies during this time my soul would start to feel joy, but it was the content of the prophesies that bothered me. I was 19 early 20's at the time. I asked the Lord why he continued to show me ruins and many other things.
As many of you know, the number of prophesies have decreased. I believe the time I was receiving the main prophecies God was strengthening my soul. He told me at that time that someday I would find peace. One time I would ask the Lord to leave me alone, but he continued to come, with many of the prophesies on my web-site.
It was 2013 tht the main prophesies stopped, the Lord said he would come to me sometimes, but the reason He stopped was because many of the things He told me would start to unfold, which they have.
It was during this time that I received ( 3 ) years of darkness. I felt abandoned by God, I could not pray. I looked at many things through emptiness in my soul which I know now the Lord is the only one that can make you truly happy.
After this ( 2 ) years of darkness, I rose and started going to prayer groups. I started to release many messages from my journal onto my web-site. But, at the same time I started to have doubts of the vision. Was this all an allusion? I had many priests say they are authentic, but I was still cautious of them, so I decided to go see an approved mystic of the church. Her name was Eileen George. She is now deceased. She lived in Worcester, MA. When I was at the service she pointed me out and said the messages were from God. It is because of this that I have learned to trust visions.
The Bible says in the Letter of John to test everything. That is exactly what I was doing. Now I have an appreciation for the visions and messages, before... as I said earlier, I wanted the Lord to take them away but now I trust them and understand them more.
The Lord always said to me "you may not understand why I am coming to you now, but later you will understand." The reason why I didn't understand before was because I did not completley surrender to the Lord yet.
I think by tragedy and loss having pride stripped away from you entirely, The Spirit moves and enlightens the soul. By letting go of my own pride, my own stubbornness, I still think about the visions and messages often. I can see many of the things unfolding.
If you wish you can read my blog. I will say one thing, I do believe God has extended His mercy upon this nation. However, I do believe the time is coming when freedom of religion will be oppressed, I believe God has given us extra time to deepen our relationship with Him.
Now, my brothers and sisters, you know the human side of me. The stuff that you see on my blog was given to me by the Holy Spirit, nothing more. I have no power, God just chose me. I am a sinner like everyone else. I go to confession every ( 2 ) weeks. When you look at these messages do not look at me... Look to deepen your relationship with God.
