Dear Readers
I don't ask for prayers much. I need you to pray for me because lately I've been sobing because I see many of the prophecies that God fortold me. I believe in the next few months the Christian percecution that God fortold me will start to happen.
I know having the gift of prophecy is a great gift from God but sometimes what God has fortold me weighs quite heavy in my heart.
I was praying the Rosary three days ago and I could not stop sobbing because I believe that the Chastisement has come and we are at the road to no return.
I can't stop thinking of the concentration camps that God showed me between 2011 and 2012. But I believe with the Biden and Harris administration that we will see these things take place. And I sobbed, cause I pleaded with the Lord not to be around and to take me home!
I have had dreams of myself being in a death camp and I believe I have seen my own death. I don't know if it was actually my death or the Lord was just showing me what its going to feel like when the days of Tribulation strike full force.
I know the time is coming when Christians must go into hiding. I know that time is coming. I saw it and I weep. And some people have no idea what its going to be like.
I'm thankful to know what I know but sometimes I believe the Lord has given me too much. He told me things, He revealed things, now the hardest part is to see it unfold right in front of my eyes. Its like a movie playing over again. But this time its becoming reality.
My brothers and sisters I need you to pray so I can continue to live a holy life because there are some things I regret. I have the gift of prophecy but I struggle with much and know I should do better.
All the things that we are going through is because this country has not come back to God. My spiritual director said many years ago that I reminded him of the prophet Jeremiah because Jeremiah was called the weeping prophet.
My brothers and sisters the gifts are a Grace from God but they can also be a burden.
There was a time in my life when I wanted to run away. Run away from God, Run away from Jesus just because the visions were so horrifying that at one point I told the Lord I couldn't take it. But yet he still kept them coming.
My brothers and sisters I write this to you because I don't want you to think that the gift of prophecy is an easy burden to carry. Some people say "Oh I wish I had that" "Oh I wish I had your prophecy and I wish I could see". But, my brothers and sisters it is a great burden and it leaves a mark on you.
But I believe that Jesus gave me this gift cause the Lord wants me to identify with His sorrow. Please pray for me that I continue to have the grace to carry and maybe find some peace. And pray that I can continue to lead a Holy Life.
My brothers and sisters like the last message said that we must pray to the Saints, and pray to the Martyrs so we can have the strength to stand up to those who would persecute us for our faith. Thats the only way we are going to get through this fear.
I love you my brothers and sisters. Please pray for me and pray for my Spiritual director as he has liver cancer and it has spread everywhere.
Pray that if need be that the Holy Spirit can open the doors and help me find another Spiritual Director.
